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words of wisdom from Danielle, "It will happen when you least expect it."

yeah, everyone says that, so what, right. wrong. well, my point is, how can i believe in that when i'm constantly not expecting, and it, whatever it may be, never happens.

but!...at a time when i couldn't expect this any less, it happens. [not to mention that it comes to me from a person that i expect it from the least].

vague, i know. but the minute you open your mouth and let the world in; this is the minute that everything turns its back on you, and you are left in the ruins.

last night was hands down, the best night i have had in a long time with a boy; maybe ever. it was so simple, but oh so sweet. to hear that my eyes are amazing, any guy would be lucky to have me, etc etc {was almost too much}. it felt so real; perfect.

me + him + last nite + movies nonstop = me getting 0 hrs of sleep & arriving home @ 6:20am

burning eyes - throbbing head - sick stomach >> yes, it was worth it, 100%.

him >> 3 months >> nothing
him >> 3 weeks >> everything

don't let this turn out to be another one of those, "too good to be true type things," please?

This morning I walked out of my house, only to find that *Bigwig had a massive hangover. He was covered in beer, and smelt of beer. He must have had a wild night because there was broken glass all over him and surrounding him. Maybe he got in a fight? There were scratch marks on his side. As you can imagine, I wasn't too happy with his behavior. I am still awaiting an explanation.

try your best to hide; i will find you.


*my car

i can't wit for xmas!!! i miss alf.


What Finding Nemo Character are You?
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ALF bed sheets


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Do you change your oil every 6,000 miles?
Do you drink milk straight from the carton?
Ever light the furnace with a short match?
Do you still drink tap water?
Do you unbuckle your seatbelt before the plane comes to a complete stop?
Ever eat bacon wrapped hot dogs from a street vendor?
Do you go on Internet dates?
Do you walk in the rain without an umbrella?
Have you ever watched a Jennifer Lopez movie?
Did you vote for Schwarzenegger?

I love KROQ's idea of taking risks.

he leaves December 2nd for tour.
which means no more highlight of my day at work - anymore.
not sure when he quits. but this sucks.
oh well. it was cool seein him all the time while it lasted.
at least i can still rock the hell out at shows and see him rock the hell out.
he brought his CUTE puppy to work today, she's killer adorable.
orange chicken & steamed rice rules, and will always rule!
Joe Millionaire is really entertaining..."man, here have 20 bucks." lmfao.
i'm cold, tired, bored, in need of some love.
thank goodness for music & shows.
this girl needs her bed, blanket, heater & kittee to cuddle with.
here goes nothin >>>> come & get me >>>> i'll be waiting.

Time for some quizzes....

This is SOOO true, it's not even funny.


Your soul is bound to the Solitary Rose: The
Alone.

"When I wake up alone, the shades are still
drawn on the cold window pane so they cast
their lines on my bed and lines on my
face."

The Solitary Rose is associated with loneliness,
melancholy, and patience. It is governed by
the goddess Merope and its sign is The Sword,
or Unrequited Love.

As a Solitary Rose, you may be summed up as a
hopeless romantic. You desire love and have so
much love to give, but thing just never seem to
work out the way you want them to. In life,
you can be very optomistic, even when things
are gray and nothing works out to your
expectations.


What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
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Whoever told you i was innocent, was wrong.


My life is rated PG-13.
What is your life rated?


SOOO NOT TRUE!!!


Your Heart is Black


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Since I got back Sept 2 from my vacation with family I've been up to a few different things, nothing out of the ordinary, just some things worth mentioning -- so here goes nothin...

SHOWS:

9/3 - Amity & Bleed the Dream @ The Troubador -- this was Albert's welcome back show to Amity. It felt so good to see him back on stage. I had a lot of fun rockin out with Samantha & Danielle, it was almost like the old school TBC days, but of course not quite.

9/7 - The Early November, The Starting Line, Senses Fail, Homegrown & Allister @ House of Blues Anaheim. I had a rockin good time at this show -- in the front of course. I saw lots of peeps there, even Alicia from BHS [fucking gay]! After the show I talked to DTR Richard and T.E.N. Sergio and got a SF shirt.

9/8 - Taking Back Sunday, Piebald & The Jealous Sound @ The Roxy. Cuz I'm such a sweetheart I took Atom, Reza, & Q [48 Mañanas] to the show -- tix were $11.25 with service charge, thats bitchin! lol. we passe out a TON of flyers, and i ran into sooo many friends [scott -- awhhh i miss that guy, but we decided we were gonna rock it @ Thrice on halloween]. 48 was way entertaining with those sexy dance moves. haha. I decided to observe the newer TBS and it was basically the same, a really good performance. i also got to see my lovely Elyse. woohoo!

9/9 - Over It @ The Glasshouse.  I went in hopes of seeing OI, but due to traffic, I arrived and only heard their last 2 songs from outside. I did get to see James, Nick, & Seth and hang for a bit at least.  TBS was on Jimmy Kimmel, which I also missed, but I wasn't too disappointed since I saw them the night before.

9/12 - Over It, Rufio, Oslo, & Motion City Soundtrack @ The Troubador. This show was seriously OFF DA HOOK! Danielle, Samantha & I were super freaking out cuz we didn't have tickets, but we showed up early and thanks to Miss Ashlee, she found us 3 tickets before doors opened :) [thanks again!] Even though these dudes next to us were being super gay, it was awesome. and i decided to stay in the front for Rufio since I hadn't rocked it with them in a REALLY long time. Miss Danielle got to meet Adrian from No Doubt, i was wayyyy happy for her :)

9/13 - 48 Mañanas, In Memory, Let Live & Framelift @ Westchester Recreation Center. I tell ya, it's so weird to be at a show when u know no one and ur in a different area, OC to LA -- big change. haha. we sold the shit outta 48 merch. it was fun :)

9/15 - Staring Back, Endor & Amity @ Chain Reaction. I rocked this shit with Danielle, F YA!!! we sure do love SB :) wooohoooooo! Endor was in a shitty mood, poop on that [I finally gave up on trying to get Endor Matt to play Knifepoint Laminants].

9/18 - Thrice @ Jimmy Kimmel. I showed up early cuz it's Thrice and I HAD TO! haha. i met 2 girls and i can't remember their screen names!!!! this is killing me :( i passed out 300+ 48 flyers cuz i rock. I helped a kid get into the show cuz i had an extra spot. That pit was outta control, I literally could not move at ALL! it sucked. but the set was amazing nonetheless. i met up with my Jamie Poo & Brian after and we hung out at some random pizza place to catch up, i miss those guys_A LOT.

9/19 - Name Taken @ Chain. Me & Samantha went to pass out some 48 flyers, and i was low on cash, so i kissed up to Jon and he let us rock it inside for the second half of the Name Taken set, love that guy.

9/24 - Brand New on Jimmy Kimmel! I rocked the 48 flyers again, this time with Danielle by my side. we met these 2 f'in rockin dudes Andrew & Alex, they're in this band called Them. got to see atom, reza, nurit, matt, jesse, beaver, scorchito crew -- Brand New = yes!!! afterwards danielle, andrew, alex, and i rocked In n Out cuz WE rock. good times.

9/26 - Anatomy of a Ghost, Fear Before the March of Flames, The Roman Candles, The Energy & The School Play @ Chain. I hung with Megs for the beginning of the show, then i rocked it with Zach for FBTMOF. then to my AOAG. i luff them tooooooo much!!! i love that those 2 bands always tour together, its a bundle of fun! i picked me up an AOAG shirt. thanks to Andrew for the $1 i needed to get that. i was so happy when zach said my name to some girl when he spoke of me cuz he DID remember my name, that was rockin.

9/27 - Sugarcult, Locale A.M., Griswald, The History Of @ The Fiji House. well i can now say that i have been to a frat house in santa barbara. ha! this trip was funnnnn - me, jenny, Banessa & Joelle. it was good to see SC, it had been like 943737474 years since i saw em last. in n out was craaaazzzzy afterwards. all i have to say is "Alright we'll take it outside, just let me finish my burger first." haha crazy crackah! :)

9/28 - AOAG, FBTMOF, In Memory & The Roman Candles @ The Troubador. i was sick, it sucked. reza & atom rocked it with me for in memory. i was way happy to see this show a second time. ooohhh i bought a FBTMOF pin & poster, so i am wayyy cooler than you. too bad aoag said they wouldnt be back til like late february [but they WILL be playing chain early january - thank goodness]. my night ended shitty on the way home [aaron drama]. blah.

9/30 - Don't Look Down, Anberlin & Number One Gun @ The Glasshouse. Even though i had to pay $15 which is wayyyyy too much for a show, it was worth it cuz i soooo totally missed DLD. i was one of the few and only kids rockin out and knew the words, it was cool, i felt spesho. talked to Ryan and the boys a bit, stole a poster off the wall. i only got 2 pics cuz my batteries fell out and i lost them [as usual]. i HATE that!!!

SCHOOL:
yeah so i started school Sept 2.....got me 4 classes, they started off okay.....the month of Sept flew by REALLY fast!

WORK:
same ol', same ol'. still workin at Passco Real Estate.

i dont remember all the other cool small things that happened in Sept. but believe me they were COOL!

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p.s. my cat is soooooooo cute when she snores, i just wanna eat her alive. i had fun chatting with _ _ _ _ _ tonight, or rather for the past 3 hours. my hands are no longer freezing, just my toes/feet. it's 5:11, do you know where you're bed is? i do>>>and i'm on my way! peace!

oh and just cuz i know you all love to see these HOT [pssht yeah whatever] pictures of me.....



i sure do love camera phones.